Thursday, September 8, 2011

Chyanne's fun week

Seriously!!  Chyanne has the best baby life ever.
She is surrouded by so much love and she knows it and the most adorable thing is that she is starting to do so many different things like "Mmmm" while she eats, you say ojitos (little eyes) and she blinks really cute, she has an adorable grin where she shows all of her teeth and gums while also lifting her chin and closing her eyes.  She now has four top teeth, four bottom, two molars and I can see that her fangs will be coming in very soon.

I love when people tell me that they think she is one of the best dressed babies. I am very particular and put a lot of thought into dressing her and I feel very proud when people notice.














This picture above where Chyanne is looking down at her diaper is when she realized that Elmo was on it.


<3  Brenda

Friday, September 2, 2011

Chyanne's actual birthday

ONE
August 23, 2011




Chyanne' actual birthday was a very special one. I asked my bosses for the day off to make the whole entire day about her andd that is exactly what I did.
I invited my mom to spend the morning and part of the afternoon until my husband got off work and she loved the idea. We woke up bright and early and put her tutu outfit on (I had to wash it at least twice to get all of the frosting from her birthday party off) and off we went for a fun day. We went to the mall to have her picture taken and had breakfast there and let me tell you a beautiful baby in a tutu gets a lot of attention and this proud momma loves it. While we waited to be called four her turn to take pictures I took her to the little candy shop next door and bought her a very small candy :) (I dont want cavities)


She put on a show at picture people while they took her picture... she smiled so big and laughed out loud for the whole room to see and this is my favorite picture (this is a picture of a picture and it doesnt give it justice)

After the pictures I wanted to take her to Yougurtland to have a nice yougurt ice cream with lots of fruits in it.... as you can see it was a hit and she loved it (so did my mom)
after a relaxing hour sitting outside having ice cream we went back home where we waited for daddy to get off work to head out to dinner. We visited our favorite mexican restaurant and she ate everything we gave her. Our regular waiter brought a bowl of ice cream with a candle and we started singing happy birthday and then she FREAKED screaming trying to climb out of her high chair freaked, my poor baby didnt know why all these waiters wearing black and white were singing so loud while looking at her lol. Once her daddy picked her up she was fine.

She even had some limon and look at that face isnt it just too cute.

Once we were done with dinner we walked accross the street to a little park and fed the ducks. Chyanne was amazed at the little critters in the water.
her daddy held her while she just watched in awe.

We were able to get a family picture taken by my wonderful sister in law.

We can not believe that our little girl is one year old


Love <3 Brenda

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Sweet Chyanne Turned ONE.....




My mom and I slaved for months making her outfit and party decorations like pom poms, centerpieces, flowers etc. I hate that I did not get a lot more pictures but I was too busy enjoying myself to take some. We had two pinatas which the kids loved a snack goody bag and another goody bag full of toys. I feel so dumb because when I was putting the toy goody bag i realized that the cool stickers I had bought where not stickers but fake tattoos..... yes I know the horror but hey too late.
I had planed on making the cupcakes myself but everyone kept telling me that it was a bad idea because we were talking about 100 of them and everyone knows I am not a baker at all. I was able to find someone locally that was willing to make them without charging me an arm and a leg, she was great and they were super tasty too. For entertainment my husband decided to rent a bounce house for the kids and I think that was a great idea because said kids went crazy in there..... I had booked a face painter for an hour and posibly two to paint the childrens faces but she had a medical emergency and cancelled half an hour before the party which saddened me but hey it was a family emergency and she offered to do our next party for free and that of course made me smile really big.
Chyanne had a great time altough she was extremely tired because she refused to sleep and miss anything exciting. She enjoyed her party very much and whent crazy on her cake we sat her in her high chair and handed her a small cake and she devoured it and also shared with mommy and daddy. I am so glad that I had a bithday outfit change with me because let me tell you a ONE year old with free access to a cake can be a mess a really big mess. After changing her outfit it was time to open Presents.... let me tell you that I had never ever been to a one year old's birthday party with so many presents, we opened presents for almost two hours and for every one of them you heard a gasp from Chyanne (something that she has learned from her mommy) or a awww, oooooooo...
Her party was four hours long and home we went to enjoy ourselves and try to organize one crazy nursery full of presents .

See what I mean, look at all these presents. I will gladly tell you that it did get cleaned.

Party date was 8/20/11 and her actual birthday is 8/23/11
Love <3 Brenda

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Daddy's Girl

When I was pregnant I always envisioned the beautiful bond that my husband would have with our child and when we were told that our baby would be a bouncing baby girl all I could think of was that she was going to be a daddys girl. My husband and daughter share a very special bond, it is something that I can not explain... I think that its because of me being in the ICU right after her birth and him having to care for her by himself for the first 24 hours and basically do everything for her since I wasnt well enough to do it myself with my cesarean and CHF. The way that he can calm her down just by singing "You are My Sunshine" in her ear, the way that he can sit in his chair and she will lay still until she falls asleep in his arms(something that she will never do with me), The way that he makes her smile really big and brighten her eyes just by walking through the door, The way that he kisses her so sofly on her cheek and she puts her arm around him. I am amazed at how great of a daddy he is with so much patience and care. I sit here typing these words and my eyes fill with happy tears.With that I am excited for the future,  I look forward to many more memories and years together.  

A daughter is someone you laugh with, and dream with and love with all your heart.


Love <3Brenda

I LOVE my daughter

             A mother's treasure is her daughter - Catherine Pulsifer

Love <3 Brenda

What is Peripartum Cardiomyopathy also known as PPCM

I am not posting this to scare anyone at all, I am posting this to inform other expectant mothers about this condition. I hope that this information is shared with others because I wish that I would of heard about it before I was in active congestive heart failure myself.



By Erin Martineau                                                                                                    August 7, 2008

Peripartum cardiomyopathy (PPCM) is a form of dilated cardiomyopathy that is defined as deterioration in cardiac function presenting typically between the last month of pregnancy and up to five months postpartum.  As with other forms of dilated cardiomyopathy,  PPCM involves systolic dysfunction of the heart with a decrease of the left ventricular ejection fraction (EF) with associated congestive heart failure and an increased risk of atrial and ventricular arrhythmias, thromboembolic events (blockage of a blood vessel by a blood clot), and even sudden cardiac death.  In essence, the heart is weakened and does not pump sufficiently for the needs of the body.1,2,3,4,5

 PPCM is a diagnosis of exclusion, wherein patients have no prior history of heart disease and there are no other known possible causes of heart failure.  Echocardiogram is used to both diagnose and monitor the effectiveness of treatment for PPCM.1,2,3,4,5

 The cause of PPCM is unknown.  Currently, researchers are investigating cardiotropic viruses, autoimmunity or immune system dysfunction, other toxins that serve as triggers to immune system dysfunction, micronutrient or trace mineral definciencies, and genetics as possible components that contribute to or cause the development of PPCM.1,3,6

 The process of PPCM begins with an unknown trigger (possibly a cardiotropic virus or other yet unidentified catalyst) that initiates an inflammatory process in the heart.  Consequently, heart muscle cells are damaged; some die or become scar tissue.  Scar tissue has no ability to contract; therefore, the effectiveness of the pumping action of the heart is decreased.  Also, damage to the cytoskeletal framework of the heart causes the heart to become enlarged, stretched or altered in shape, also decreasing the output or systolic function of the heart.  The initial inflammatory process appears to cause an autoimmune or immune dysfunctional process, which in turn fuels the initial inflammatory process. Progressive loss of heart muscle cells leads to eventual heart failure.7

 Prevalence

 It is estimated that the incidence of PPCM in the United States is between 1 in 2000 to 4000 live births.1,8,9  While it can affect women of all races, it is more prevalent in some countries; for example, estimates suggest that PPCM occurs at rates of one in 1000 live births in South African Bantus, and as high as one in 300 in Haiti.9,10

 Some studies assert that PPCM may be slightly more prevalent among older women who have had higher numbers of liveborn children and among women of older and younger extremes of childbearing age.8,10  However, a quarter to a third of PPCM patients are young women who have given birth for the first time.2,3,9,10,11,12

 While the use of tocolytic agents or the development of pre-eclempsia (toxemia of pregnancy) and pregnancy-induced hypertension (PIH) may contribute to the worsening of heart failure, they do not cause PPCM; the majority of women have developed PPCM who neither received tocolytics nor had pre-eclempsia nor PIH.9,11

 In summation, PPCM can occur in any woman of any racial background, at any age during reproductive years, and in any pregnancy.13

 Clinical Features

 Symptoms usually include one or more of the following: orthopnea (difficulty breathing while lying flat), dyspnea (shortness of breath on exertion), pitting edema (swelling), cough, frequent night-time urination, excessive weight gain during the last month of pregnancy (two to four or more pounds per week), palpitations (sensation of racing heart-rate, skipping beats, long pauses between beats, or fluttering), and chest pain.1,3

 The shortness of breath is often described by PPCM patients as the inability to take a deep or full breath or to get enough air into the lungs.  Also, patients often describe the need to prop themselves up overnight by using two or more pillows in order to breathe better.  These symptoms, swelling, and/or cough may be indications of pulmonary edema resulting from acute heart failure and PPCM.

 Unfortunately, patients and clinicians sometimes dismiss early symptoms because they appear to be typical of normal pregnancy.  Yet, early detection and treatment are critically important to the patient with PPCM.  Delays in diagnosis and treatment of PPCM are associated with increased morbidity and mortality.1,3,4,5,10,14

 It is important to note that occasionally patients present with other signs or symptoms.  This is demonstrated by one report of a woman with liver failure five weeks postpartum who was being considered for liver transplant.  An echocardiogram was performed and revealed PPCM and heart failure as the cause of her severe liver failure.  Conventional heart failure medications were administered. She survived and completely recovered from both the liver failure and PPCM.15

 It is also quite common for women to present with evidence of having an embolus (clot) passing from the heart to a vital organ, causing such complications as stroke, loss of circulation to a limb, even coronary artery occlusion (blockage) with typical myocardial infarction (heart attack).16

 For these reasons, it is paramount that clinicians hold a high suspicion of PPCM in any peri- or postpartum patient where unusual or unexplained symptoms or presentations occur.1,3,7,15,16

 The following is a screening tool developed by James D. Fett, MD, which may be useful to patients and medical professionals in determining the need to take further action to diagnose symptoms:



Focused medical history for PPCM screening, looking for early symptoms of heart failure, during last month of pregnancy:



 1. Orthopnea (difficulty breathing while lying flat):
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Need to elevate head = 1 point;
c.) Need to elevate upper body 45ยบ or more = 2 points


2. Dyspnea (shortness of breath on exertion):
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Climbing 8 or more steps = 1 point;
c.) Walking on level = 2 points


3. Unexplained cough:
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Night-time = 1 point;
c.) Day and night = 2 points


4. Swelling (pitting edema) lower extremities:
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Below knee = 1 point;
c.) Above and below knee and/or hands/face = 2 points.


5. Excessive weight gain during last month of pregnancy:
a.) Under 2 pounds per week = 0 points;
b.) 2 to 4 pounds per week = 1 point;
c.) over 4 pounds per week = 2 points.


6. Palpitations (sensation of irregular heart beats):
a. None = 0 points;
b.) When lying down at night = 1 point;
c.) Day and night, any position = 2 points


Scoring and Action:
0 - 2 = low risk -- continue observation
 3 - 4 = mild risk -- consider doing blood BNP and CRP; echocardiogram if BNP and CRP are elevated
 5 or more = high risk -- do blood BNP, CRP, and echocardiogram


Prognosis

The most recent studies indicate that with newer conventional heart failure treatment consisting of diurectics, ACE-inhibitors and beta blockers, the survival rate is very high at 95% or better, and almost all PPCM patients improve with treatment.17,18,19  In the United States, over 50% of PPCM patients experience complete recovery of heart function (EF greater than 50%).4,7  Almost all recovered patients are eventually able to discontinue medications with no resulting relapse and have normal life expectancy.17

It is a misconception that hope for recovery depends upon improvement or recovery within the first six to 12 months of diagnosis.  Many women continue to improve or recover even years after diagnosis with continued medicinal treatment.3,9  Once fully recovered, if there is no subsequent pregnancy, the possibility of relapse or recurrence of heart failure is minimal.18,19

 Subsequent pregnancy should be avoided when left ventricular function has not recovered and the EF is 50% or lower.1,13   However, many women who have fully recovered from PPCM have gone on to have successful subsequent pregnancies.7  A significant study reports that the risk for recurrence of heart failure in recovered PPCM patients is approximately 21% or better.13  The chance of relapse may be even smaller for those with normal contractile reserve as demonstrated by stress echocardiography.20,21  In any subsequent pregnancy, careful monitoring is necessary.  Where relapse occurs, conventional treatment should be resumed, including hydralazine/nitrates plus beta-blockers during pregnancy, or ACE-inhibitors plus beta-blockers following pregnancy.



Treatment and Support

 Early detection and treatment are associated with higher rates of recovery and decreased morbidity and mortality.1,3,4,5,10,14

Treatment for PPCM is similar to treatment for congestive heart failure.  Conventional heart failure treatment includes the use of diuretics, beta blockers (B-B), and angiotensin-converting enzyme inhibitors (ACE-I) after delivery.  Diuretics, preferably furosemide, help the body to get rid of excess water weight and also lower blood pressure.  ACE-I and B-B improve blood circulation and contribute to the reversal of the immune system dysfunction associated with PPCM.  If ACE-I is not well tolerated by the patient, it can be replaced by angio-tensin receptor blockers (ARB). Hydralzine/nitrates may replace ACE-I in breast-feeding mothers or before delivery; however, evidence suggests that this course of treatment may not be as effective as ACE-I but beneficial when necessary.1,3,4,5,7,14,18

 If EF is less than 35%, anticoagulation is indicated, as there is a greater risk of developing left ventricular thrombi (blood clots).  Sometimes implantation of a left ventricular assist device (LVAD) or even heart transplant also becomes necessary.1,4,5,7,22

It is important that the patient receives regular follow-up care including frequent echocardiograms to monitor improvement or the lack thereof, particularly after changes of medical treatment regimes.

 Patients who do not respond to initial treatment, defined as left ventricular EF remaining below 20% at two months or below 40% at three months with conventional treatment may merit further investigation, including cardiac magnetic resonance imaging, cardiac catheterization, and endomyocardial biopsy for special staining and for viral PCR analysis.  Anti-viral therapy, inmmunoabsorption, intravenous gamma globulin, or other immunomodulation therapy may then be considered accordingly, but following a controlled research-type protocol.7

Since no one knows for sure exactly when to discontinue treatment, even when recovery occurs quickly, it is still recommended that both ACE-I and B-B be continued for at least one year after diagnosis.3

 Emotional as well as educational support may be helpful to the PPCM patient. The non-profit online organization, A Mother’s Heart, found at http://www.amothersheart.org, is dedicated to providing the most up-to-date medical information regarding PPCM. It provides the largest online support group for PPCM world-wide, which can be accessed at http://www.amothersheart.org/members/index.php.



Love <3 Brenda

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Chyanne's Perfect Nursery

Since before I was ever pregnant I had an idea of what I wanted my daughters nursery to look like (I always knew my frst baby was going to be a little girl) I pictured a pink room with a tree, her name above her crib and black furniture.

On April 10, 2010 the day that we were told that our little bundle of joy was indeed a little girl, I told my husband that I wanted to have the nursery ready as soon as possible and with that we decorated the perfect nursery for our much anticipated little girl.











                             Is it not just beautiful? I can not imagine a cuter room for her and she loves it too.


Love <3 Brenda