Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Daddy's Girl

When I was pregnant I always envisioned the beautiful bond that my husband would have with our child and when we were told that our baby would be a bouncing baby girl all I could think of was that she was going to be a daddys girl. My husband and daughter share a very special bond, it is something that I can not explain... I think that its because of me being in the ICU right after her birth and him having to care for her by himself for the first 24 hours and basically do everything for her since I wasnt well enough to do it myself with my cesarean and CHF. The way that he can calm her down just by singing "You are My Sunshine" in her ear, the way that he can sit in his chair and she will lay still until she falls asleep in his arms(something that she will never do with me), The way that he makes her smile really big and brighten her eyes just by walking through the door, The way that he kisses her so sofly on her cheek and she puts her arm around him. I am amazed at how great of a daddy he is with so much patience and care. I sit here typing these words and my eyes fill with happy tears.With that I am excited for the future,  I look forward to many more memories and years together.  

A daughter is someone you laugh with, and dream with and love with all your heart.


Love <3Brenda

I LOVE my daughter

             A mother's treasure is her daughter - Catherine Pulsifer

Love <3 Brenda

What is Peripartum Cardiomyopathy also known as PPCM

I am not posting this to scare anyone at all, I am posting this to inform other expectant mothers about this condition. I hope that this information is shared with others because I wish that I would of heard about it before I was in active congestive heart failure myself.



By Erin Martineau                                                                                                    August 7, 2008

Peripartum cardiomyopathy (PPCM) is a form of dilated cardiomyopathy that is defined as deterioration in cardiac function presenting typically between the last month of pregnancy and up to five months postpartum.  As with other forms of dilated cardiomyopathy,  PPCM involves systolic dysfunction of the heart with a decrease of the left ventricular ejection fraction (EF) with associated congestive heart failure and an increased risk of atrial and ventricular arrhythmias, thromboembolic events (blockage of a blood vessel by a blood clot), and even sudden cardiac death.  In essence, the heart is weakened and does not pump sufficiently for the needs of the body.1,2,3,4,5

 PPCM is a diagnosis of exclusion, wherein patients have no prior history of heart disease and there are no other known possible causes of heart failure.  Echocardiogram is used to both diagnose and monitor the effectiveness of treatment for PPCM.1,2,3,4,5

 The cause of PPCM is unknown.  Currently, researchers are investigating cardiotropic viruses, autoimmunity or immune system dysfunction, other toxins that serve as triggers to immune system dysfunction, micronutrient or trace mineral definciencies, and genetics as possible components that contribute to or cause the development of PPCM.1,3,6

 The process of PPCM begins with an unknown trigger (possibly a cardiotropic virus or other yet unidentified catalyst) that initiates an inflammatory process in the heart.  Consequently, heart muscle cells are damaged; some die or become scar tissue.  Scar tissue has no ability to contract; therefore, the effectiveness of the pumping action of the heart is decreased.  Also, damage to the cytoskeletal framework of the heart causes the heart to become enlarged, stretched or altered in shape, also decreasing the output or systolic function of the heart.  The initial inflammatory process appears to cause an autoimmune or immune dysfunctional process, which in turn fuels the initial inflammatory process. Progressive loss of heart muscle cells leads to eventual heart failure.7

 Prevalence

 It is estimated that the incidence of PPCM in the United States is between 1 in 2000 to 4000 live births.1,8,9  While it can affect women of all races, it is more prevalent in some countries; for example, estimates suggest that PPCM occurs at rates of one in 1000 live births in South African Bantus, and as high as one in 300 in Haiti.9,10

 Some studies assert that PPCM may be slightly more prevalent among older women who have had higher numbers of liveborn children and among women of older and younger extremes of childbearing age.8,10  However, a quarter to a third of PPCM patients are young women who have given birth for the first time.2,3,9,10,11,12

 While the use of tocolytic agents or the development of pre-eclempsia (toxemia of pregnancy) and pregnancy-induced hypertension (PIH) may contribute to the worsening of heart failure, they do not cause PPCM; the majority of women have developed PPCM who neither received tocolytics nor had pre-eclempsia nor PIH.9,11

 In summation, PPCM can occur in any woman of any racial background, at any age during reproductive years, and in any pregnancy.13

 Clinical Features

 Symptoms usually include one or more of the following: orthopnea (difficulty breathing while lying flat), dyspnea (shortness of breath on exertion), pitting edema (swelling), cough, frequent night-time urination, excessive weight gain during the last month of pregnancy (two to four or more pounds per week), palpitations (sensation of racing heart-rate, skipping beats, long pauses between beats, or fluttering), and chest pain.1,3

 The shortness of breath is often described by PPCM patients as the inability to take a deep or full breath or to get enough air into the lungs.  Also, patients often describe the need to prop themselves up overnight by using two or more pillows in order to breathe better.  These symptoms, swelling, and/or cough may be indications of pulmonary edema resulting from acute heart failure and PPCM.

 Unfortunately, patients and clinicians sometimes dismiss early symptoms because they appear to be typical of normal pregnancy.  Yet, early detection and treatment are critically important to the patient with PPCM.  Delays in diagnosis and treatment of PPCM are associated with increased morbidity and mortality.1,3,4,5,10,14

 It is important to note that occasionally patients present with other signs or symptoms.  This is demonstrated by one report of a woman with liver failure five weeks postpartum who was being considered for liver transplant.  An echocardiogram was performed and revealed PPCM and heart failure as the cause of her severe liver failure.  Conventional heart failure medications were administered. She survived and completely recovered from both the liver failure and PPCM.15

 It is also quite common for women to present with evidence of having an embolus (clot) passing from the heart to a vital organ, causing such complications as stroke, loss of circulation to a limb, even coronary artery occlusion (blockage) with typical myocardial infarction (heart attack).16

 For these reasons, it is paramount that clinicians hold a high suspicion of PPCM in any peri- or postpartum patient where unusual or unexplained symptoms or presentations occur.1,3,7,15,16

 The following is a screening tool developed by James D. Fett, MD, which may be useful to patients and medical professionals in determining the need to take further action to diagnose symptoms:



Focused medical history for PPCM screening, looking for early symptoms of heart failure, during last month of pregnancy:



 1. Orthopnea (difficulty breathing while lying flat):
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Need to elevate head = 1 point;
c.) Need to elevate upper body 45ยบ or more = 2 points


2. Dyspnea (shortness of breath on exertion):
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Climbing 8 or more steps = 1 point;
c.) Walking on level = 2 points


3. Unexplained cough:
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Night-time = 1 point;
c.) Day and night = 2 points


4. Swelling (pitting edema) lower extremities:
a.) None = 0 points;
b.) Below knee = 1 point;
c.) Above and below knee and/or hands/face = 2 points.


5. Excessive weight gain during last month of pregnancy:
a.) Under 2 pounds per week = 0 points;
b.) 2 to 4 pounds per week = 1 point;
c.) over 4 pounds per week = 2 points.


6. Palpitations (sensation of irregular heart beats):
a. None = 0 points;
b.) When lying down at night = 1 point;
c.) Day and night, any position = 2 points


Scoring and Action:
0 - 2 = low risk -- continue observation
 3 - 4 = mild risk -- consider doing blood BNP and CRP; echocardiogram if BNP and CRP are elevated
 5 or more = high risk -- do blood BNP, CRP, and echocardiogram


Prognosis

The most recent studies indicate that with newer conventional heart failure treatment consisting of diurectics, ACE-inhibitors and beta blockers, the survival rate is very high at 95% or better, and almost all PPCM patients improve with treatment.17,18,19  In the United States, over 50% of PPCM patients experience complete recovery of heart function (EF greater than 50%).4,7  Almost all recovered patients are eventually able to discontinue medications with no resulting relapse and have normal life expectancy.17

It is a misconception that hope for recovery depends upon improvement or recovery within the first six to 12 months of diagnosis.  Many women continue to improve or recover even years after diagnosis with continued medicinal treatment.3,9  Once fully recovered, if there is no subsequent pregnancy, the possibility of relapse or recurrence of heart failure is minimal.18,19

 Subsequent pregnancy should be avoided when left ventricular function has not recovered and the EF is 50% or lower.1,13   However, many women who have fully recovered from PPCM have gone on to have successful subsequent pregnancies.7  A significant study reports that the risk for recurrence of heart failure in recovered PPCM patients is approximately 21% or better.13  The chance of relapse may be even smaller for those with normal contractile reserve as demonstrated by stress echocardiography.20,21  In any subsequent pregnancy, careful monitoring is necessary.  Where relapse occurs, conventional treatment should be resumed, including hydralazine/nitrates plus beta-blockers during pregnancy, or ACE-inhibitors plus beta-blockers following pregnancy.



Treatment and Support

 Early detection and treatment are associated with higher rates of recovery and decreased morbidity and mortality.1,3,4,5,10,14

Treatment for PPCM is similar to treatment for congestive heart failure.  Conventional heart failure treatment includes the use of diuretics, beta blockers (B-B), and angiotensin-converting enzyme inhibitors (ACE-I) after delivery.  Diuretics, preferably furosemide, help the body to get rid of excess water weight and also lower blood pressure.  ACE-I and B-B improve blood circulation and contribute to the reversal of the immune system dysfunction associated with PPCM.  If ACE-I is not well tolerated by the patient, it can be replaced by angio-tensin receptor blockers (ARB). Hydralzine/nitrates may replace ACE-I in breast-feeding mothers or before delivery; however, evidence suggests that this course of treatment may not be as effective as ACE-I but beneficial when necessary.1,3,4,5,7,14,18

 If EF is less than 35%, anticoagulation is indicated, as there is a greater risk of developing left ventricular thrombi (blood clots).  Sometimes implantation of a left ventricular assist device (LVAD) or even heart transplant also becomes necessary.1,4,5,7,22

It is important that the patient receives regular follow-up care including frequent echocardiograms to monitor improvement or the lack thereof, particularly after changes of medical treatment regimes.

 Patients who do not respond to initial treatment, defined as left ventricular EF remaining below 20% at two months or below 40% at three months with conventional treatment may merit further investigation, including cardiac magnetic resonance imaging, cardiac catheterization, and endomyocardial biopsy for special staining and for viral PCR analysis.  Anti-viral therapy, inmmunoabsorption, intravenous gamma globulin, or other immunomodulation therapy may then be considered accordingly, but following a controlled research-type protocol.7

Since no one knows for sure exactly when to discontinue treatment, even when recovery occurs quickly, it is still recommended that both ACE-I and B-B be continued for at least one year after diagnosis.3

 Emotional as well as educational support may be helpful to the PPCM patient. The non-profit online organization, A Mother’s Heart, found at http://www.amothersheart.org, is dedicated to providing the most up-to-date medical information regarding PPCM. It provides the largest online support group for PPCM world-wide, which can be accessed at http://www.amothersheart.org/members/index.php.



Love <3 Brenda

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Chyanne's Perfect Nursery

Since before I was ever pregnant I had an idea of what I wanted my daughters nursery to look like (I always knew my frst baby was going to be a little girl) I pictured a pink room with a tree, her name above her crib and black furniture.

On April 10, 2010 the day that we were told that our little bundle of joy was indeed a little girl, I told my husband that I wanted to have the nursery ready as soon as possible and with that we decorated the perfect nursery for our much anticipated little girl.











                             Is it not just beautiful? I can not imagine a cuter room for her and she loves it too.


Love <3 Brenda

Monday, August 29, 2011

Chyanne throughout the months

I couldnt figure out how to update on all of the months and lets see 2,343 pictures of my daughter on my phone (yeah I know, I am a proud momma what can I say) so  I created two collages with pictures through out the months.... hope you enjoy... next post will be about her nursery which turned out great.

Ps if you dont like blogs with lots of pictures then this is not the blog for you :)

Love Brenda



Our First days at home

She was so tiny!!!!


 

I have never met another baby that looks deep into eyes the way my little girl did and still does






                                          these are pictures from when she was still very tiny.


Love Brenda <3

Friday, August 26, 2011

Maternity Shoot

I Love how you can definitely see our love for her.








We scheduled a maternity shoot when Chyanne was five weeks old. These pictures were taken at our front yard. I really wished that we could of captured these moments sooner but with me being hospitalized for almost two weeks after her birth, five weeks was as early as we could have them taken. Isnt she just adorable.




Love Brenda<3

My Daughters Birth Story


Ready??? here we go

I had just turned 36 weeks pregnant and notice that I was starting to get short of breath and terrible palpitations after mentioning it to my OB's nurse practitioner plenty of times and her telling me that it was normal because Chyanne was not head down but across my belly. I started having a very hard time sleeping at night because when I would lay flat i would not breathe well and this took place every night but Sunday night was different I laid in bed gasping for air and decided to sit on the couch and try to sleep while my dear husband tried to help me get comfortable. Very early Monday morning Aug 23, 2010 when my husband left to work I decided to call my local hospital and tell them my symptoms, I was told to go in because it sounded like i had severe pneumonia or bronchitis. I arrived at the L&D triage and after monitoring the baby i was told that everything looked good and that i could go back home. I thought they were crazy because i was literally gasping for air so i decided to wait in the emergency waiting area, while I was there the admitting nurse got worried and took me back and was stunned when she checked my vitals my heart was beating at 140 beats per minute, my oxygen levels were 78-80%, my blood pressure was so high that she thought i was going to have a stroke in the 130's, she could hear a crackling sound in my chest and my heart was only pumping at 50-55%. The sweet nurse that helped me put me on high oxygen and called my husband and told him to leave work and hurry to the hospital (my poor husband was 1:30 away). I was sent for xrays and an echocardiogram to see what was happening since the nurses had not seen this before. My husband was at my side when a couple of doctors came in to tell me that I was in congestive heart failure, pulmonary hypertension and leaking aortic, mitral and triscupid valves. We were stunned and I was moved into the intensive care unit for a couple of hours until a group of doctors and nurses came in to tell us that I was going to have an emergency c-section in 30 minutes and that I was going to be put under general anesthesia and that my husband was not going to be allowed in the room because they were going to pump fluids out from around my heart and from my lungs. My poor husband was heartbroken because we both wanted to see our little girl be born and he was looking forward to cutting the umbilical cord. It was then that i called my family to tell them what was happening once they arrived at the hospital I was rushed into the operating room and woke up later that night. I was terribly sad since everyone had seen my daughter but me, my husband showed me picture after picture of our much anticipated little girl and I couldnt wait to meet her. The next day i was allowed to leave the ICU to meet my little girl SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL. We were at the hospital for 5 days and after my cardiologist told us that if my valves didnt close then he would have to fix them we were discharged only to get sick again the next night and head back to the hospital. I was again gasping for air and shaking and the doctor ordered a cat scan to check for a pulmonary embolism which came back normal and I was sent back home again only to be rushed back to the hospital by ambulance because I felt like I was going to pass out, shaking, short of breath, throwing up and a hot/cold sweat. This cardiologist gave me my diagnosis Peripartum Cardiomyopathy (PPCM) and adjusted my medications (Hydralazine 10mg and Metropolol 50mg) and gave me lasix (water pill) and I lost 25 pounds overnight from peeing and peeing every 15 minutes and having nothing to drink, I was discharged 3 days later to enjoy life as a new mommy.


It has been a year since my diagnosis and after numerous EKG's and Echos I have been told that I am what is considered recovered. I have made it my mission to educate pregnant woman about this rare but deadly disease since I had never heard of it before and when I mentioned it to my OB she said "It is to rare to mention it to every pregnant woman that comes in". I had an appointment with my cardiologist two days ago where he decided to take me off medications and give me an echo in three months to check for any relapse.



I got to finally meet my beautiful daughter almost 24 hours after she was born.

Here is Chyanne Harlow holding her daddy's finger

Chyanne getting kisses from her tia Rocio at just a day old. She was so aware of her surroundings at this time.



At her first doctors appointment at just 5 days old. This was right before i was rushed to the hospital again

Ready to go visit Mimi


she looks so much like her daddy here




Love Brenda <3

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Look at what I found


This is a picture of my feet at 30 weeks pregnant


Next post will be my daughters traumatic birth story..............
Love Brenda <3

Coming to the END of my pregnancy~ weeks 33/36

I kept on swelling and swelling at almost 36 weeks at one of my routine check ups I was told that I should stop eating so much because I still had around five weeks to go and had already gained 60 pounds which is more that some women carrying twins gain....... I was livid because here I was 35.5 weeks pregnant, extremely swollen, short of breath, tired and to top it off I was being called fat how dare she....... I told the nurse practitioner that I didnt think my body could carry five more weeks and she walked out giggling..... My blood pressure was very high but I was sent home to keep an eye on it and that I did I checked my blood pressure every 30 minutes and it kept getting higher and higher and to the hospital I went where I was left to wait in a waiting area for FIVE FREAKEN HOURS and by the time I was seen my pressure was back to normal.
I started not being able to walk for long or lay flat without gasping for air and swelling ridiculously, it got to the point where I would dread night time because I couldnt lay flat because I thought I was going to pass out but was always told "you are carrying a large baby" the weekend before my daughter was born I tried to sleep while sitting on the couch but barely slept two hours... the very next day a warm Monday morning exact date August 23, 2010 at 5:30 in the morning I sent my husband off to work then rushed myself to the hospital gasping for air thinking that I was about to die...............
Brenda <3

The Rest of My Pregnancy...... week 28-32



Okay so my little girl is now ONE (turned one two days ago) and I am planning to write some posts to catch up to now :)
Please Take note of my CRAZY swelling......

week 30/31 was scary because after a long day at work and while resting on the couch with my feet up trying to help the swelling I felt some crampyness and my back started to kill me... after going to the bathroom for the 20000000th time I notice that I was bleeding and imediately texted my OB (yes I know I have her cell number lol) and she told me to head to the hospital where she was at. At the hospital I was hooked on to monitors and yup I was in preterm labor because that damn bladder infection was resistant to the amoxicillin..... after 2 shots of terbutaline, a bad case of the shakes and being told that I was ONE centimeter dialated we were headed home for some much needed sleep and a note that instructed me to stop working cold turkey.....
at 30 weeks I received a call from my OB while at work where she told me that my urine test indicated a bladder infection.... to my suprise her office had known about this infection for two freaking weeks and barely thought about notifying me. what the heck...... well i was given a week long prescription of amoxicillin...... I talked to the the doctor about my crazy swelling and she mentioned that they might put me on early maternity leave.....
It looks like my belly dropped this week.....at least in this picture well kind of early i think



Brenda <3